When every aspect of your life causes you stress, do you not have to look within and ask "What the french am I doing WRONG, here?"
My job is killing me, we're running out of money....hell, even my own brother stresses me out. My jaw aches from clenching my teeth, and every muscle in my body is sore from tensing up.
When everything around you is crazy, sometimes you just gotta admit that maybe the crazy comes from you. Or, maybe it is time to realize that you aren't doing any of the right things you need to do in order to keep the crazy at bay. Sometimes I wish to god I could win the lottery, but I am starting to wonder if I wouldn't find something about that to freak me out.
Don't get me wrong, I'm not saying that my job is actually easy, and I'm imagining all of it. I also really am running out of money. However, why am I manifesting these situations? What is going on in my head, or spirit, or karma, or soul, or chakra, or whatever that I invite intensely stressful situations into my life? Absolutely nothing in my life is easy, and I really think I want a little helping of easy at this point.
I guess if I can find the answer to this, I *might* be able to get on the path towards fixing it. We'll see.
~Jenn
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Jen... you are not alone. We are out of money as well and my brother is a huge form of stress in my life too! I often just look at my life and wish I had but ONE, just one, uncomplicated relationship. If I do have one of those I think it would be you old friend. :) I had a stress melt down last fall so I understand how overwhelming it is. Found a scripture that helped me a ton (I wish I could say I was one that knew them better than I can claim to) John 14:27 if your interested. I now have it posted it on my refrigerator. Just a thought because I feel for you.. hang in there!
ReplyDeleteAwww, thanks! I feel the same way. :)
ReplyDeleteThat's a great verse, and it totally fits. It is funny how you and I have switched places all of these years later - you are so secure in your faith and I am searching. It isn't a bad or weird observation; rather I am musing on the interesting twists and turns life brings us.