Seriously.
I am sick. Again. I am sick of being sick. I'm sick of bitching about being sick. I feel like I've been sick for 6 months.
Maybe I have, I've lost track.
The inability to take a full breath is back. Hot and cold flashes, sweating, not sleeping, exhaustion, almost constant headache and every muscle, in my entire body, hurts.
I actually told my boss this today: "I want you to know that I don't feel physically capable of running this place right now. I have been sick, on and off, for months. I don't know what is wrong, but I am having a nearly impossible time concentrating on everything I need to do."
Pretty stupid thing to say with double-digit unemployment, huh?
I really do feel like I'm falling apart. And, on my way down the cliff, I feel like every one around me is trying to suck out every last little bit of me, every effing last shred, that I have left.
All I want to do is crawl in bed, for about a month straight, pull the covers over my head, and rest.
~Jenn
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